nights alone i realize all the things i hate i watch movie after movie empoty converstaions with my self make it all hurt again, im happy im alone yet im want to be laying next to soemone, the easy solution is friends but when my friendsa re there and i feel im still alone i believe then i have a real problem my friends try to be there and then turn there back only cus i didnt give them what they want, i miss you and i miss him only cus i know where you are and i need to breath and then you fade away i dail your number drunk memories and then i realize my actions im soo affraid.. im filled with emotion!