To Seperate you. Just to aviod this truth, that hurts..Iquestion myself, how to trust and how to be honest without rage, where is the line between honesty andlies, as is till here millions of this rush through.. i really dont want to think them, but i can see your back up plan.

Maybe i just dont understand you, through it all i was the one always talking, always in a way reminding you, that i am better than you. I was so focused on protecting myself. from another you, that i never clued in... i smoke more when im around you just to keep my sanity. it hurts me in the end. all these locke dup innocent secrets. yet are they even secrets? You try so hard. and if you wanted to be with her. im sure you would so what is my problem....I think it maybe jealouy.

i know i have changed you and i know it for the worse.

-what have i done.