well i have been dating dustin i think for like 3 months around there, he is a an amzing person but days he gets a little intense, LIke when he drinks hes a retard if he drinks too much and i dunno i forgive me not because i love him but for the sake of how fucked up he is. but i dunno jared is like my good friend and i love him to death, yes we have a history but me and jared both know we are not like that and we can be just friends, and anyways it makes me wonder if dustin even trust me..like my god he doesnt even know me if he thinks im going to cheat and hurt him.. first off dustin was the one to convince me that i deserve to be treated like a goddess and blah cus im such good person and all this bullshit he probably just said that to have sex with me...cus he treats me shitty at times... and doesnt want me to hang out with jared.. well he does but he bitches about it and i wouldnt want to make him upset but i dunno he just likes to fight with me and i hate it. ive stuck it out with dustin and he says thins i dont want to hear and plays with my head and i cant handle this i know i could go find someone new its not like i never get asked out its just that i believe i can help and touch dustins life,