My Heart Stopped, The smuthering caught up with me, and when your not around im better, So please tell me, why ami afraid. and why is this feel like crumbling, my mouth sqivers, and my heart skips beat., after all i dont want you, but where is my strength?

how come you act like you just dont care, care at all.Its not suppose to hurt this way. and for some god damn reason, i dont believe you, when im at work im fine, and when you offer to pick me up, and the silence between us, i need you, but you see i reuse to tell you.

You looked me in the eye....dont turn around your only making this worest. i wish i wasnt sad...isnt this what i wanted???

I gotta get over it!

Maybe just maybe i deserved this but atleast thought youd, have the respect. but what ami kidding, you a male.

Im tryin to keep my cool, i know it shows, im searching for the words inside my head. tryin to be perfect.. but im not..and im unhappy, just lost in what im so use too. and here i get left alone, you lay there, holding me, yet you claim, you dont care anymore,,, not sure how you can hold me. or try to seduce me, to me you have disgusted me. and the fact is your not dealing with any of it. you cant just dissmiss me.