i dont expect only one to read this, in fact i dont think there is a person right now, tha would chance it. my strength is comin, yet i feel like afool, once again, here i sit, yet as the years fade away, i have lost, i thought i did love but, you seein the end, i notice, was that love, i never knew what love is, even tho who really knows what it is. and how it feels, and what id does to us.

i faded to the dark, i lost the will to win. right about now. i know hed call me, and remind me how great iam, but now he is gone, and i have to be strong, and remember how he tell me. all my good qaulities,

i met a boy, i have always called him and boy deep down i knew he wasnt mine, but he kept walkin beside me.