after all the bullshit i have put up with in my short time being here ... somedays i dont want to try anymore i want to give up i miss you and i know im a pathetic fool and i love you..more than anything i shouldnt be like this... ove moved on, your soo much bravor than me.. i have htings that i cant deal with people always up in my face..boys tryin to get in my panties..i miss you you took me as i was you made feel like nobody else in the world could hurt me . when im alone thats when it hurts the most.. i know these words mean nothing cus these are words youll never hear ... i believed in you and everything you could do im sorry for smuthering its not your fault i think ive lost myself its been so long...i miss the empty i loves and the way id make you hold me... i dont know whats wrong with me i cant even talk to you...i lie and say im fine...but i know nothing will be ok for along time i look at you remembering all the little things i saw in you. i can hear it in your voice im nothing to you. and you wil always be something to me...do you know how much that hurts i thought 2 yrs would do something to someone...i love you