Ive been in so manys ppl's lives and im still wondering where i should go and beabloe to stay, i want to go to a place where i cant get hurt and my friends wont turn on me....lol The love of my life will be there to support me and be my best friend i know i may ask for too much but why not i havnt had anything nice in soo long i dont think ever! i thought i found something someone but lately we both know something is going wrong ...but i dont either of us will say it. We Hurt each other maybe just to feel who knows but i know we both know whatits liek to be alone and have no one to call our own. Some ppl say we are perfect for each other...others say i can get better and i look them in the eye and say with pride i love him. We may have disagreements we have gotten past them, i could never hurt my baby. Sometimes he doesnt realize the pain he throughs on me...so he'll take off maybe.. think of what he has done...cus iknow when hes gone i realize my faults though he comes back with hatred burnin in his eyes and cold stare...his voice is btter and i stand there staring back looking through to his soulo and try to get inside him to understand his reasonings.... but has never let anyone in and its to hear him say "I Love You "To me whne he wont even let me in.