here iam alone wanting to cry a million tears, and i deserve it all. iw as the one to lead you on and make you have hopes of love..or least aloud you to be fearless...you are everything i cant be with cus youd slow me down. but now i stand here strong.and cant stop thinking of you. and my biggest fear is that ive lost you totally. Your the sweetest thing ive seen in too long. and i feel yet convinced myself,that i had full control of my emotions. but then you caught me off guard and now i wanna scream...with tears filling my eyes,