i know i can take care of myself without you, cant you see i odnt need you...im soo frightened from what i see..and i knwo theres more...dont turn your back on me again,dont scream at me and please dont turn off the lights cause you just might lose me for goood. Do you see me can you see the pain that burns so blinded and useless..why cant i decide and walk away.i know you loved me then. Your taking over me and i have no control...So many things ic ould do and say but i keep everything inside cause thats what you want me to do. id give up my last breath just for you. Idont want to be here im so sicka nd tired of the one person i love rips me apart....i wish i could leave, but i knwo he needs me and i will saty for him. i held your hand and made you strong an dnow you spit in my face tellin me to shut the fuck up your temper seems to control you tho physically your still with you me its been so long since youve emotionally be there.. iknow you have all of me... you chased away my sanity...