hi, ive been hiding where the sun and moon doesnt shine,i lost my place in line again, i always thought id be here with you.. or a better version of you. that lights up my world day to day..i keep on gettin stuck in the same old sence.. im all for love, but i cant seem to even things out anymore, and the older i get the more useless it seems to be. i dont believe that prayin on my knees will change things...here i lay twisted in the sheets and remember it all, when i was young and careless. I believed in love. here iam and cant seem to think of anything but sex. all this living without you, and the lies build up and the lies crash down and remind me that im hurt and i do need to take more risks in love, and when i do they are always at the wrong timing. so i look at you smile. and remember the times i was happy. and all through te shit strom. you were the one ive forgotten. that i use to love each day was a blissful wrong. i know we should never touch lips, but i wanted your love to belong to me. and here i stand as i move on, you have a part of me that will never sink in for either of us.