Your Suttlies strangle me, and all you think is nothing, i dont want to need, like this anymore, maybe its best you leave me alone. The darkness is slowly fading away, and my mind. is gettin clearer, the walls start breathing, my mind is unreaveling, and when you look at me like that, i want to just up and say never. and not at all.

Im too tired to fight, and it ends tonight, you have watched me fall and disinagrate, yet you stare and at wall where i was once standing, Thinking you have to buckle down now. that im goin and gone, its far too late dont you see all the passion and tears i have put into you. When and if you care, you act on it, nothing last forever, and please dont try to drown me with sweet thoughtful things, you will only make it more complicated.

After all the bleeding, i smile and say, yes i did what ive wanted to do...