my biggest mistake was trusting you.. dont because you cheat.. but cause you act like you dont care.. how can you say you love someone and just ignore them.. fuck this im sick of always being hurt and bytching about you and bein sad alll the time i should be appy i dont live with my mom she drives me crazy youd think after all the years of wishing to get away from her id be free and full of life..well i just found someone else to take her place and im not goin to take it for very long...today i was at i thought of you and it put a smile on my face i havnt done that in soo long..and when i came home to you everything was the same im the bad person here i can never stop screwing up what is this i actually thought everything was ok... you sleep there stoned out of your face calling me things i know youd never say to anyon else there hared burnin between us im startin to think less of you..maybe we should of satyed friends....you are becomin my biggest mistake.. i let you in and told you all my dark secrets and when your pissed off at me you spit my past in my face... tellin me i deserved all!