I remember crying my face off... the shock you gave me .. i could of sworn my heart stopped besting. when i saw that look on your face.. And it hasn't been the same, and i know theres no going back now.. and theres no right or wrong.. and with you i almost hate you. Im at the edge of my seat as my eyes follow every move you make.. i can read you so easily. yet i hold back with you and allow you to go on. im not chasing you and i dont want to be with you anymore. i just want to know your frame of thinking and all of you mistakes come to mind. and i remember all your sweetness.. and ive noticed you've changed and become a selfish fool. And no body will know or even understand what i once had.. i dare not repeat what i once had anyway.