okay me sonya i feel so alone and kinda jealous cus jared has his friends at skool i have nbody plus jared makes me feel like i shouldnt be with him cud im such a bad person blah blah...and i cant stand how some ppl are sooooo fucking different to others to ppl they are just gettin to know..itmakes mesick to my gut how ppl try soo hard to fit in...its a sad story...like this wicked chick jared goes to skool with she told me that jared is sooo funny him and his jokes...tellin me like i already knew though..WRONG! no ididnt have a clue why does he make her laugh and make me cry.....maybe cs im such a bitch and i dont deserve no one k now im just pathetic...i kow its fucked maybe im gettin even more fucked up as the days progress...i just want my old best friend back i dont know where he went...