im goin to say good-bye to you...you were the one who i thought saved me from everything but i as i growinto a woman i ralize i never needed you ...i was just a girl who never had anyone before you came along.. I swear i love you... i know this cus i have feel it bleed..my heart that you ripped into tiny ittle pieces just like the rest why do i put up with this bullshit. It hurts so much.. i use to be so into you and now you are something i never knew...My eyes burn.. but i think im gettin use to the burnin again...cus my heart is broken again.. im tired of being the one to cry and pour everything out and i still forgive, I miss having fun with a boy i like..im so use to you passing out and screamin FUCK OFF!!!! YOU SAY WHAT YOU WILL I DONT UNDERTSNAD YOU I HAVE TIRED FOR 2 YEARS AND NOW IM IRES OF HIDIN... THIS IS JUst something i dont do... forgive me if you will , but if you dont then i will know the truth after all i have given up just for you. I know you left me along ago i just had nowhere to go....