i found me. where the wind blew south/ all alone. Smooking my last smoke. and i ask myself im the wind. where were you as you pleed to me how much you loved me, but the phone never rang. the hallways stays still and all i hear is the soundtrack of others lives, laughter, happiness of new love. lost and insecure. you didnt revive me. you weere always late, and when i had that break down you didnt find me. alone there iw as the phone sat still. you never sent me no msgs and for all that i was lost, tho when youd come around, the butterflys would find me in the pit of my gut. i was surrounded by everyone and everything i didnt know. Whyd you have to leave? and whyd did i say no. an dyou were okay.??? your not here and i wasnt there. and its liek we are on our own. left alone and scared but coullnt tell you so here i sat here and you there. Lost in all our drunken moods i never realized how much youd effect me. and how i came unglued as you have the right to ask if i lost interested, do you remeber the agony i had. i remember laying in your bed begging for you. and you stand still in stubburn with beer on your breath i wanted to forget it all so i moved away. and here i sit still thinking of what i could of done. but when you here where iam close enough to read.. i turn away with a fake smile thinking well making you think im fine and your gone out of my heart.