i cant say im about to break cus im already broken.I cant try anymore,you broke to to the point you cant glue me together, though i need you and love you and do this myself i use to think i could never deal with anything without you.. but i just forgotten. i just hate what you do to me... Im sick of finding out shit you should of told me 2 years ago how can you do that to a person you care for im so scared that theres more that im goign to find out.. please dont do this i just wish i had something somethng beautiful and maybe even perfect and i knwo i need to get out of the fanasty world i call reality. i can explain nothing.. you rip me to pieces cus you dont like what you hearing...what about me, you knew what i liked and didnt like but you didnt know that i knew the ppl you, made mistakes with...and you refuse to thin kyour int he wrong and now you tell me your sick of this...lol im sick if comin home to you past out im sick of fighting everytime we drink.im sick of always bein wrong though im right and you scream and yell with hatred its like you dont like that i will speak my mind.. you tell me not to be honest. you are so lucky you have someone who cares so much* and i havnt given up on you, but i can feel it drawin close listen to the song im listenint o you'll understand*