I still ask myself why, i still think about you I know im not perfect.. i never meant to hurt you even if i did.. we held it all in for soo long andnow we are both happy But you were always the reason for me to try harder.. and when you left my everything hit the floor and i miss you. I cant lie and youknow that. it wasnt my cheatin lies that made us fall apart..i knew better than that.. it was just time to let go of something that use to be there. And when i kiss someone new,, i think of you.. i hide from everyone but you.. your the best ive ever had,. you loved me for me I close my eyes tights hold it all in wheni hear new News about you, youd think i wouldnt care, but im not liek her or her. she was just fucked more than i was i laugh knowin you got fucked over with us crazy bitches that you cared for your pure. to kind at times. all i write about is you and its sickening i dont have anyone new..i need to get through this..find myself again.theresno more me and you it haunts me when old friends ask where you are..i msile and say we are done but its okay..thoguh if they truly knew me im hurt and i have come unglued. my everything is gone i ask myself who the fuck am i....i dont through myself all over the floor hopin someone will pick me up..maybe use me, It will a long time til i find someone like you again.you had me fooled and i was so naive but ilove you. and it gurts that youd ont love me after all...