you dont see me looking him up and down and dont think my tongue will be down his throat you ask why you see im the kind of girl who is love sick and when im a the bar with friends dont try and be mister right cus you aint your picking me up in bar...ask me to dance and i will laugh in your face and walk on by. take my hand and show me what you can offer me and i wil think about i wont be some guys old lady stayin at home missing you..i will love you im sure if your a true gentlemen..maybe i will miss you but im young and free and i dont want to be alone but id rather be alone then missin some fool.. all by myself dont want to be.. but i can deal with it its hard to be sure with him is he alone what is he thinkin i trust him but should i be trusting him... but with him its different i wont be heart broken cus i dont love him.. so why i staying here once this boy adored me many have but this one stuck out in the crowd hed sing me sweet songs..tellin me how beautiful he thinks iam, he wasnt the kind to kiss and tell he was my favorite boyfriend he will always be number one in my heart he doesnt know how much i love him now that we are friends...he is my best friend and im happy to say goodbye to him...cus i knwo i will see him again..but this boy took me by surprise hed just look at me and think anything im sure but could never tell...his loving family took me in i was convinced for a long time that id marry him..one day in the future..but we had to say good-bye i felt alone i was scared and running dry...i thought i let him down i felt guilty thou i saw the end comin but i was blinded..id hold him when hed cry cus he touched my soul i knew this man ive been addicted to you my lover he have been one for me..i kissed your farehead held on tight..holding everything in just for you see im okay you take all my dreams with you but never forget the beauty we made..ive watched you sleep many sleepless nights. buts all over and will always be your my friend and i love you youve been there when no one else has. i still hold your hand in my sleep when fear finds