Im sorry , i know i shouldnt be saying this but i can no longer hold it in, you have changed ssoo much and it frightens me what haas happened to the guy i met a year ago , you pretended to be a sweety and faked my heart you fooled me fromt he satrt. Why did things change, i love you so much tears glide down my face, the purity of you is long gone, why did i fall for someone who isnt real.if i had it my way i goo back to the first time we slept together and pause everything you were the one i lost it too times i think was it all a mistake, its not becasue i dont love you. i love you more than anybody has ever loved you, i held you when you cried, i was there when youwere high on life, i could be there is 3 years, but if your going to be like this dont expect me to me around for very long. Im scasrred i cant i dont want to lose you , you are my life, but my eye hurt, everynite you make me cry with your careless actions, do you realize that iam fallin apart,right infront of you and you just are too blind, we are ripping at each others throats becasue we dont understand and we are confused with each othere im bein rude and careless becasue you make me cry when im alone. i try so hard to hold on to you cus i know wwe can get through this but you just never try,