It took place, in the winter christmas was int he air. i remember struggling to put my shoes on and smoking thinking i could do it all. and what when you stare and you grabbed the smoke. and i knew you didnt smoke. I get lost long ago. you payed attention just at the right time. when i needed it the most. and now a year and some later. im crying. i yelled till 5am last night. and i knew you had to work in the morning. and i scream and bared it all you layed there. with no remorse. and i will be gone faster that you can say anything!

And now im here and your there. i walk in at night your too busy sneaking around.a nd when im here. you act as if im thinking crazy. youd never do that to me. and here i am walked ina nd surprised you at 130am. you and i know both know i work till 230ish. everynight. and what i found. you wouldnt leave me alone. you wanted me to give up and walk away. and i saw the lies fall out of your eyes. yet you still deny it all. and i cant believe youd go this far. and then you say you care. wiithout gesture.