i dont think about you everynite but the nite when i do i think back and i want to cry; I was dazed and confused and now i sit here with you as my friend. Filling up my nights with rye and 7-up getting mixed and lost my new boyfriend wonders why im so mixed up,i have a fear and the fear is to let him inside and have all of me...words always fall out of my mouth all i want to do is be happy and feeel fine, Have the beautiful feeling inside from him and all i get is a smile and lets go to bed, Your amazing you cant say no to me and i adore you but you getting all messed up because of me new boyfriend let me tell what i will do for you i will care till the end of time trust me you have no hooked and id never want to hurt you, YOur an sweetheart and im so scared to get closer to you.. to me your are perfect and im not so perfect i have flaws i get mad in the morning sometimes i cant sleep days i just want to love you and give in but i know i cant i shouldnt and i wont i made a promise to me