so far away from the broken i lived in all those years, to me i adored your every move but then i feel for you and i didnt realize at the time how troubled you are all you cold moves shocked my insides at one time i was brave enough to say stay with a bright smile light upon my face. with you i didnt tell anybody what i really felt and its hard cause we cant be well im far too complicated for you to understand, i tryed so hard to there give you what you want all the restless nights i lay with you thinking nothing i dont wish to go back i just need to get through this. and be stronger than iam. i lay alone in spare beds and think of you and how mean you could be if you were here times i miss you and i hate it i just wash you away shrug you off and maybe for another day i will be okay i will never get the chance to say what i really wished i said you wouldnt get it its okay maybe next time. i need to take my mind off you SO GO AWAY, everywhere i go me and you were there once upon ago...i hate this and how you had me so easily. you say will i walk out that door you will never talk to me again, and youd think that would be its okay i dont mind;