you try memories stuck inside me i cant look back now, anger fills me with regret and all the sweet i fucking hate yous! i promised eachtime i looked you in the eyes i trusted you why i have no idea, betrayal haunts me and when i freeze on the phone i want to cry and show you all the meaning i have held inside my chest they all yell at me tell me to stay away from you. i view you so differently i sure to think i can surrender to you but you are nothing but a monster with no dignity and i hate how i rape you. i still remember when you took my heart i ran but not for every far. it was all just lie sparkling angel. tell me the reason hate is in your eyes what are you not leting out i want to know.. i still remember when you told me you loved me and didnt like how i did things my way...i walked away cus i know you just a liar and i hate all you do nevermind think. i want you but i cant have you for the simple fact that you play a agme that now thnaks to you i will know better for next time... i smile when you know exactly what to say and yes you broke my heart and a promise.. never again will i hold you the same kiss the way i meant it the first time.