when i look you in the eye your heart makes me want to cry you tell me im speacial. i feel like she is still there with you when you dream is it her you dream of is this jealousness i have built up inside Jealous of a girl i dont know.. She writes lost love letters to you.. with words of pain she writes in blood i have guilt and awkwardness do i just ignore the pain she writes Im in love with the man she loves But he is with me not her that should make me feel whole and okay..but words can not be just erased when they are said in blood