hated for the only thing that is real inside of me my heart went rotten yars ago...I forget at times why im here..i ask myself what is the reasoning of all of this why do i cry tears for you you act as if your heart does not bleed. As tears drip from the sockets i begin to think is this me ... why shoul di stay..why is he still here with me? If iam selfish and rude he has changed me far too much i dont know what to do!!!