It took you two years, to finally convince me, and yeah. i have to admit it. you werent the one at the start, i just asked if you could show me who you are, and you didnt. but not you stand there, with all the strength in the world, and i breathing fire, like it was all my fault, all this talkin i do. i still dont k now what is inside your head. You were always there in my mind, never thought youd be the one to shatter my world, cus my world was you. and go along with them.. acting as if, i whsouldnt be surprised, i dont think you understand who iam. and i cry and tell you my everything, im tired of letting it all go, watchin someone, walk out of my life, and i was too stubburn to admit, how i felt.

I promised myself i wouldnt and look i didnt, not this time, and as you waste my tears holding it all back, you insult me, show me you werent worth it.

I ignored all the signs, i prentended, that youd never leave, and i forgot me. i just like to cuddle and forget it all. and now im here on my own, im feeling good. and it only gets better, eachday.