i hate all of this... i have no where to go.. scared of what i may become... This is the fakest smile ive ever owned im losing my grip on everything ive worked so hard for..since you ive been a mess lost my dignity and all that i cared for you were the reason why i woke in the morning deep dark thoughts use to haunt me thats why i said you saved me.. but im here in shock getting back to the old me.. which scares me.. i use to think os things that noone else would think im afraid of me...