todaY I slept away the afternoon dreaming of a better me.i tryed real hard made a fool of myself to only me cus i thought i could of been strong i could handle all of this, he love me and i dont love him and i look at you and i adore you and i see in your eyes as she sits on you owning you you hide and bury yourself and stay glued to my face i know your looking so i pretend your not there. i look the other way i forget to mention i see you here and youve been running through my head all week and i cant even act on it cus she is right there and your stuck you giggle in the shower watch ing me again you lurk around the corner and i still cant stop thinking of you. im such a fool for all the times ive tryed.. im stuck here between a rock and soft place. i call mine