well on sunday it will be my 18th b-day im not really excited why no clue, its not becasue its on a sunday, i dunno its kool im gonna bbe 18 im just meh about, can't wait till my mom kicks me out and tells me i need to get a job though im in skool u knopw she stresses me out a lot thank god theres jared to hold me when iam at my worset. i love him its almost christmas and his b-day i wanna get him something good iknow what i want to buy him,i need to get a job why i dont have one is because im all crazy about it cus iknow right when i get one i'll have to pay rent cus my mo is money hungry bitch. but i love her she is my mom i bitch a lot about her i dunno itshard to live with her.im a little sick like always grrrr im always sick when my b-day comes i hate it! oh well i hope i will have fun this weekend!