mixed the chemicals inside my eyes wait let it bleed through and i will sink into you i lay my head here with my hair flaired all over your chest the fine lines on your body makes me think about to the days id trust you and hold your big hand and let you twirl me round. you captivate me.. i wake in the morning knowing he isnt right. Rain on me..let me falllet me think you will keep away forever. You not the same ...i begged for soemthing new something to light my day i get farther and farther away from my own happiness. silence is stuck in my eyes i look at you and wish you could understand me..i know im just a fool i let things blow over and i always want a reason why; Im an old soul look at me do i seem the kind to leave you. all the suffering i begged to let go..waking up blinded. i roll over and hold you and let you insert things inside my mind and body. How dare you say i use you you hurt me over and over and i dont even know you that well i am okay with helping so why do you say i NEED YOU i dont need no male who thinks he can control me.