inside i will hurt ...

i knwo you the on eim in love iwht and i cant ignore..this all not fair and you are fine after 2 years and now your ex is tryin so hard to get closer to you and its sick how she will say the things she does.. how is this all fair.. i sometimes wish i didnt meet you. you kill me well and i can tell you are holding soemthing inside ... and it would be nice to hear it...i thought after 2 yrs there would be something..why what is goin on.. i love you and i knwo im the only you ever knew when it came to me and you i loved you for you and held my breatha nd crossed my fingers.. when it came to you.
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i'm not trying to get close to him, oh god. I'm sick of him hating me for nothing, and i couldn't talk to him when you were dating him because you assumed i wanted him again. I do not like him like that, i'm just sick of this drama that he has against me and i'd like some closer. So maybe you could get over yourself and realize you're the only one whos obsessed with him...just you
you know what..I didn't use him, if he thinks thats what happens thats sad. at the time i was in the worst of my depression, so i don't even rememeber what happened, but all in all, we both got hurt, and we were both in love. I am over him, i just don't like people hating me. maybe i do care too much...but you don't know how it was for me...you don't