sicken inside im filled with misery Hatred words spit at me my whole life.. I loved you so true.. the battle of me and you kept me far away from her. You use to be the one to make melt and now i sit here holding on to what we use to be.. im soo tired of tears.. words from my mothers mouth hurt burn me inside and out..days i wish i was like everyone else..the things she doesnt i can not explain...what wuold you do if your mother screamed to you and said dont come to my funeral cus yournot welcomed.. i dont have a father never did so where am i suppose to lean for some help..friends try to understand..boyfriends hold my hand and leave me i lay here at nite and wish iwasnt here in this world.. i dont want her to hate me i love her.. i try so hard to be everything shes not but int eh end im her daughter..and i knwo theres no way out.. thanks to all boys who tryed to love me