I never let him in i walk alone thinking he wont understand me assumming and that why im alone the loneiness is slowwly killing and it will be too late. How did i get this way and why have i become so shallow is it the sake of one person who damaged my heart. but i stand here its not his fault hes like his father gets bored easily.. his dad left his mom and is fucking a 28 years old i dont blame that little boy cus i love him anymore and im finally proud to say that he does so many things that make me sick to my stomach the drugs have taken over him and he still thinks he has everybody fooled i talk a lot about him cause i cared for him too long and i use to think he was my friend and then he washed me away becasue of one person in his life... he betrayed me i forgave to see if i could handle forgiving him again. The hatred inside me came out in my words.. i know he knew and i clearly knew but hey atleast i gave you a chance not like what you did to me...Your a poser loser i dont even know if one day you find your own identity..I use to feel sorry not i laugh and walk away you go ahead and believe all your kool friends ..One day you will see... See what that will be for you to see not for me to tell you what you are going to see