this is me.. falling apart again and when i regain strength i will remember how to kiss So please dont insist on telling me that im beauitful and the body own is like barbie..and yes its another night with my good old friends and yes my favorite friend came with me since youve been gone..Vodka numbs me so beauitfuly..i tend to remember how to kiss when im no sober and i like to practic on him.. Im to hurt to cry anymore.. and when i see you i wanna run and hide yet i want you to grab me and kiss me harder than that one amazing night that we did, So i close my eyes as i inhale all of you and remember the first time i dug my nails in your back. And its been off and on when it comes to me smoking...