Ive always feared the lonely.... this guilt trip you put on me.. Sends me to the skuy flying through different surroundings missing what i once had long ago...and that was you.. where did you go? You held my hand and walked with me gave me kisses that sent me to some place i have never been. Why is there so much change have i changed dramaticly.. aswell please tell me! You tell me things that i should do You seem to not understand i dont not listen I have my own head, i understand my problems all you do is remind me how much of a screw up iam. Dont tell me that i have hurt you, cus hun you hurt me when you did not realize it, but i satyed strong without a doubt in my head of leaving, But how can i leave someone i care soo much about it hurts. Why cant we just hang out? Do we always have to get intoxicated.. which yes its fun but honestly im gettin bored of all the same old bullshit. Ilove the way that look came across your face..everytime you saw me naked. it comes around at times, what is missing i dunno im scared.. i feel like we are lost in opposite ends...but i love you, you will never know whats its liek to be me i dont like a lot show..now that you are here why should i i dont know what is going on with you... i have tried and tried now im just tired of trying