through all the late night snacks with me selfishly..indulging on your voice. havin so much maybe to much faith in you. all i want is keep going and going, wishing wanting screaming a little wandering through the thick streets.

When it comes you, im proud to stand there, yet in time ive notice your shifty attitude, and want to know why, and here iam stronger than ever...and i have control. yet you push me away with your words. and once i heard..it all went out the window, and now with just one night. we are not ever going to be the same. well it was fun, i felt like a child in a candy shop.

just remember i remember what youve said...

your sketchy thoughts have killed the mood. the buzz is gone., and here i am bitting my tongue not to fuck this all up. this beauitful tragedy, has crashed and glass is in my eyes, and i just look the other way. you arent winning and you makin me lose, your losing me. and with all the hate all of a sudden has smashed us in the face, i can no longer pretend. and as wonder wonder what i dont barely know you and i see quickly you arent..anything.

you have been amazing understanding, willing but i cant!