watching my life swim away from me.. i just want to catch up.. please dont dont you tell that i lost out..i swear im going to tell my daddy but wait i dont know daddy so please tell me sweet little things i want to believe then you hate you for lying to me.. and when i sing i sing and think of you..see this little twinkle in my eye i bite down on my lip thinking of all the evil things i could do to ya!. I wanna be there when you scream my name! maybe just think about me. and when i start to scream i wanna scream scream for you and slip into somethin a lil more sex-say! And when i breath you in and whisper in i smile and giggle trying hard to clear my mind of you...But Baby Boo./. I think i love you but i only tell myself that i could never tell weell not now. I refuse to make eye contact with you last time that got me in big trouble.@!! and i havnt been free since. So please dont tell dont try to please me~! i'll just run away. and on my lonely days i will think of you. dont tell me im going cheap because you really needed me and i was too busy for im tired of the guilt! i know just what you want ,,, you just want something to bitch about but not me id rather be alone on christmas eve. So thats iam doing again this year.