Looks like this entry is.. lil out of date.

I washed my face as soon as posible.

and i do still have days... how i miss you oh so much.

but i will not have a moment with you, allowing you to seee it all...

why dont i?

Im still not sure after all these years.

and dealing with the reality.

the fear of rejection?..i dont think so...

i just dont trust you with me..

I cant believe i have cried for you....

but id anything to sail you home*

and like in a love moie... if you grabbed me and kissed me... and told me your everything, is empty without me.. im sure youd have to fight for me... id just fade away. you have lost all of me.. and when the beers slip down my thoat and into my heart. my brain still knows and my mind remembers.*

As i walk through life. i get lost and confused. and think your a good idea.