dear diary what have i become within these words i do not lie or treat others like i would hate to be treated.I tell my secrets inthese pages that will go on forever, ive made some bad choices but he still forgives me. Its just like me not to understand ive been a bad girl for so long i dont know how i changed and became the person iam today..i rememeber sitting locked up in my room wishing for the end. Ive been downt he road where i felt nobody cared or even knew i was alive,Boys have broken me in ...im sorry if i may not have full honesty in you ,but you see i have been fooled too many times i can not afford to watch myself fall back into the lifestyle i hated...i scream for love i cry becuase i know it wont last that long.... iam a changed person...i want to thank you you saved me and your up there in the clouds hoping i will find my way...to live in the reality called life.i refuse to fall into my old habits.