ok lately i've been gettin really drunk last nite i didnt come home until like 6:30am ...lol my friend ashley was not being herself...it bugged me, then i met this guy dan and he knows laura sharp, i thought it was crazy its a small world and this guy steve was telling me, he knows jared through steves ex- g/f that jared use to like, the thing i hate is finding out my b/f use to like someone okay ya kool alright...lol but when i go to ask him how does he know that person he will be like ugh..i dont rememeber ..lol okay buddy its fine to use to like a million girls , like coem on its gettting patheticm, so whatever asteve was tellin me this and this guy stevehated him, and told me jared has the same problems and tara...im confused i know everyone has problem jared does i do...and im willin to admit them. ok i have hard it alll...ppl i meet ppl i work with who know jared..and ya they say things id never think,maybe cus i love jared, the ppl that went to skool with him are still makin fun off him, yes when my friends met jared they were surprised...but i dont care about other ppls thoughts when it comes to me either being happy or unhappy im happy ya so im going out with a guy who in skool would get backstabbed....when they say all the stupid same old things i stanbd up and say hey man i love this guy. how can you just give me your past moments with him to meppl change and its too bad you took advantage of such a great guy. ppl ask me how do i do it, how do i deal with jard everyday, and i say easy..but i think in my head ..lol i woncer how he puts up with me day-to-day