im not sobber all the time you bring the hatred from inside out.! im mist be runnin out of luck cus your not drunk enough to fuck.You walked away from me far to many times when i needed you the most tears flooded my world. you push me down alwaystrying to show me that im soo wrong. wake up your not the man you were before. how can you say you are sorry and that you love me soo... cus everytime you turn your back to me it shows that you just dont give a fuck and thats fine cus i dont need you. my friend all told me your perfect for me...well the things they dont know...is he is everything i dont want but you see i fell in love long ago..it may of be the day i met him. he was lacking somethings but i looked past them. I remeber how shocked he told me he was.. to find out someone like me likes him...but now almost ayear ago you now make me feel fucked up cause you need the attention. the feeling of petty...the emotions i feel when im with you have gone away a long time ago...but i could never leave you.after all you have donw..you tell me everyday the abuse has blinded you. you always think you have it bad hey man wake up i have been abused my whole life never met my father my mom is a whore and my famliy has always just ignored and turned there backs to me and my brothers..really i should feel sorry for myself but i dont... i try soo hard to understand you.. hunnie you have to change your ways cus no girl will want to stay with you ur all sweet in the start then by the time the end comes she want to hate you....tjats for never chaeating