when i was with you i did things i still dont understand,i made myself seem like i was cold heart and careless tho the nice things i did say i menat them, i miss you like crazy days i dont want to get up and go on with my day. i miss you and i sometimes wish i never started adoring you. cause i miss someone who is wrong for me, i asked you to hold me, you do and begin to try to seduce me and it always works, but i need more than the sex hunny i know i have been foolish and selfhish, but im doing better,im just ina daze i need to get you out of my head,sometimes i stared at you when youd sleep but i never felt anything when i was with you and now that you are out there i miss you and want you back and everytime i get you back i dont want you. i was the first to get up and leave then you asked me to stay and i did hoping youd better yourself. as i saw you choking on the truth infront of us i wanted to cry cus you will never change so good-bye i need to stay away from you your everything bad for me your nithing but for show and tell what hurts the most is having you so closer,now you are gone,i cant stop miss you,i can take a few tears and let them out,there are days i pretend im okay what hurts the most was being so closer havin so much to say, never knowing what could of been you always told me 'this could be love' its hard to deal with losing you,when i work with all your old friends. and if i could do it all over i do it but actually tell you how much i adore you. i told you in beginging to stay away from me, i dont to fall for you now i find that your on my mind more and more as time goes by still theres something youve got and your trying to show me.