whispers in a glass holds me back from all sanity i built all this for you exchange spit with me this one nite cus i dont want you tomorrow.. drinking the past away... all this fades away.. smoke in the eye my faces is stained with lost tears..just the that moment i scared of all this.. why i ask myself.. i have no fucking clue.. looking back on the moments we had..i cry cus i miss..the guy i found.. and with one blink of the eye he was gone forever..with this heart if mine..i fall behind...i found something new and fresh. i waited for someone..like you i waited to share everythign with someone like you.my darling i can still hear your laughter..we both said good-bye. there is only one person that was in my life that i will forever cherish. and remember iknow you were scared as was i baby i miss you. i try at night to forget i could never just through you and your presences away like you did for me..i still think it was all just an act. you and iknow both know that im here for you. you showed me theres life out there and i can do anything in my power to make my life amazing...i can do all of this cus you were amazing and in my life. sometimes its overwhelmin becuz when i kiss boys i think back to you,and inside i wonder does this happen to you?