sitting here on the cold wet floor i seem to remember bits of you i wonder who you are and how did you get here inside my mind. I pretend to forget you when i seem to know is how you hurt me and i will stand here by your side they all hate me for it. they try so hard to betray me when how can you betray someone who is only here for the time being you will never be anything to me. he will always be something to me that something you will never know. he was the killer of me Now as i see clearly i drink more often to numb the reality of you and me .Because of you we lost control you always seem to lose yourself when your pissed drunk..your at the edge im okay with pushing you out of my life i dont need this. All the words you scream at me arent needed you say things just to see if im real maybe a tear will go your way. You look like a fool to me i see through you . Always trying to feels oemthing you cant i dont know where you will be in life i know this much i cnat be with you cause everytime im with you i seem to lose control.