this is the window to my heart i dont wnat you i needed me all of me to understand all my wants. all the silent smiles were there for the sake of you never seeing me cry again i made this promise when you broken my heart. So days i wonder if you ever loved me and its stuck inside my mind im not in love with you anymore im uptight and lonely. i dont have a single friend in this world everything is callaping all over me and im sick and tired of break down all by myself. im nothing but a sad soggy bitch and i have nobody wishing i never said the things ive said but whats done is done and soon i will be better. ive been lying im not okay im to blame for my own pain too many times ive ran cried and ran over looked you and you there is no one i want all i want is someone /something different. i dont wnat a boyfriend cause is only fun a while then shit ends up sticky and boring. or listen to someone bitch about my ways. ive been kicked to the curb. i have ex's girldfriends willing to hurt me im twisting and turning running yet not afriad to die. i smile with pretty smiles remember how much of a loser you were and if you dont think that shallow then your fucked.. bye bye