today i realized that the only way i can live is to believe in myself i dont need a b/f to feel happy ya i do love my jared with everything i got and yes he has helped me out but iam who iam and i have always been there for me! i have long lost friends who pretend to care for me . i look at them and pretend im glad there were always there for me. today is a good day..jared thank you soo much for making me realize i dont need someone to always hold me but thanks for picking me up everytime i have fallen...im not wriiting this becuase im not in love .. im wriitin cus u were the first to make me see....everything so clear!!! You are my best friend i will never forget you i PROMISE*