and i wanna bleieve you when you tell me it will be okay.... i dont know how i feel tomorrow..i wake and everything seemd thee same yet different and i was hoping we'd be okay for once..but i should of known...this isnt ever going to happen so why am i still here living in misery and he doesnt care he pretends everything okay..well not today.. you did everything i wanted you read me like a book..and now im sitting here alone but im not single what is with that...you lost me far long agao.. i know you are not aware of what you make me feel i scream with tear bursting down my face...why should i care...you are never jhere for me..you need to listen..im losing me grip on reality....i cant take this any loner i have give you so many chances and you are alwaysa thingk im the one to blame... adfter all the fights and all the stupid moments with you u'd think id take off, i dont want this life anymore cant you see that....i want soo much more than you can hande i dont want to tell you what to do...i cant believe i feel for another ... there are things i'll never say..like i wanted to be with you till the end and i wanted a ring on fringewr now i think back and im glad it was just a moment cus you drive me crazy.. i use to try to be soo perfect for you ...now i try my hardest to screw up..... i want a love i can depend on i want someone who will stand up for me i want someone who will treat fair... i want someone with there own mind i want someone who he themselevs and is never puttin on a show... i want .. like every girl.. i want a true love...and i want all the sweet things..