well today is my brothers kids 3rd b-day and i have no money. oh well i get paid on the 15th woot! woot! and varina is going to be here tomorrow.very excited i havnt seen her since skool in hatcher...lol and she went out with my boyfriend,whom i love dearly.i have a head cold it is no fun...yeaturday me josh,liana and jared went to my uncles house and went swimming and drank it was okay but i mean come on its family there it gets a lil boring..i really need to move out i feel like im bitchin in this entry but whatever.i need to finish skool and i feared a week ago jared didnt love me anymore.that would kill me he always yells now and i dont like it but im not just going to leave him when he needs friend to lean on so im here typin on his computer loving him. and enjoying a thing i calll us(L)on the 23rd i have surgery woot fun times i hope someone will take care of me, i need to get out off mb,it sucks here