i dont want to be here anymore these wounds dont seem to be healing i tryed so hard to tell myself you wrong for me but tho i caved in everytime...and tho you were with me iw as still alone and id cry myself to sleep knowing eveynight i lay with you you will never be with me..i use to say id do anything for you..no i look at you and id only do one thing and that is kill you. i hate bitter hate inside of me for you it haunts me everynight. long lost words whisper slowly in the fog i still cant find what seems to keep me here all this time ive been so hollow inside . i knwo you there watching me and my every move you hold me down you drown me int he cold water and i cant get up im scared a panic is inside of me, your heart pounding in my head you hand brushing against me.you think your saving me your just raping me your sick in the head you watch me and haunt me in the night. i dont want to fear you i will NOT LE T YOU PULL ME DOWN!